Former 90 Day Fiancé Season 10 cast member Nikki Exotika’s experience with American reality TV has been far from glamorous. Instead of bringing good fortune, the show introduced significant challenges to her life. Being part of the 90 Day Fiancé franchise caused Nikki to lose a man she believed was “the one”—someone who used and financially abused her while the world watched. Furthermore, she has gained numerous haters who continually harass her online due to her being transgender.

Recently,  “The Nikki” took to Instagram to express her frustrations. In her Instagram story, she lamented how “90 Day Fiancé” fans frequently stop her in public to ask about her relationship with her Moldovan ex, Igor, or Justin, as she preferred to call him. For Nikki, these interactions serve as painful reminders of a past relationship she would rather forget.

Nikki explained that her relationship with Justin ended before the “Tell All” episodes of “90 Day Fiancé” Season 10 aired, and they haven’t been a couple since. Yet, many people remain unaware of their breakup and persist in questioning her about it to this day. This continuous reminder of a hurtful chapter in her life is something Nikki finds incredibly exhausting.

Describing her time as a “90 Day Fiancé” cast member as a curse, Nikki conveyed her struggles with the negative attention that came with it. The “90 Day Fiancé” franchise boasts millions of fans worldwide, making it nearly impossible for her to escape the spotlight. For Nikki, the constant public attention is overwhelming, and she yearns for a day when she can move on from her association with the TLC reality TV show.

Nikki holds on to hope that once she finds someone new and introduces him to the world, people will stop asking her about Igor. She dreams of a future where her past doesn’t haunt her, and she can enjoy the companionship and support of a loving partner without the baggage of her reality TV and adult industry history.